Your face is covered my Ashen lady

An army of smoke is smeared over your body

It moves along you, across every aspect

Your light still shines but no shape will emerge

Your face is covered my Ashen lady

You cannot open my eyes

I know you are up there

Because your frosty glow warms me

I can sense your presence but still remain blind my lady,

make the darkness go away.

I want to see you, facing me with your ancient stare.

(this of course was written on an evening that was bright, very bright indeed)

I felt happy.

she's awesome....she can make you feel so good about yourself in a matter of 3 seconds splurging out words that probably dont make sense to the normal faculty... she laughs and laughs and laughs at things that would never appear funny but instantly are 'coz she found some way of looking at it which would make you lose all sense of logic and join in with her sweet hysteria...she cares but at the same time knows when to just forget she's nice and go ape on you...though i dont think there has ever been a moment where she lost it with me...we just click!

She does get sad but never think she'll abandon you for her own matters because its you first always!!!its impossible not to defend her if someone thinks she's a lil kooky...dammit...she has every right to be...considering her options of being a moron or a nerd(though i have nothing against these people they still are annoying to be around)

she gets sleepy and starts mumbling the weirdest things...she gets hungry...ALOT and its so cute to see her fight for food....she wants a bloody dog and gets moody about it when she refused one...

she's faithful,loyal,honest,joyful and again freakin hungry

i love her

she's my best friend

SMELL FUNNY???

lets start off this thing with something weird about me...happy new year now read!!!!!!!!

Ever thought you had a talent that no one else had?
lets just say my nose is gifted with the overly tuned sense of smell...and i hate it...ask Inez...i really cant bare some smells...i wish i could remove this all together because funnily enough it comes to a point where i can identify a type of person be it mother or boy...by the getting a whiff of their pee...yup VERY gross...but also very true!!!its as if I'm a blood hound searching for some asparagus!!!!!!!!!!!GAH
I know though that if i lost my sense of smell...i would be very sad...because call it cliche i love the smell of roses...red in particular(because ostensibly a colour goes with smell of course)the darker the better, give one a sniff and see if the sweetness climbs up your nose(sniff it more intensely this time) and see if a tingle between the eyes occurs for wonderful little chemicals rush up your nose...as if setting yourself ablaze and filling your head with happiness. roses are adored on my part for that.
oh yes and rain, one could never forget rain, how it unleashes the fragrance of the earth as it falls upon the ground. its heavy on the nose and makes you close you eyes to take it in...somewhere in all of that you can feel the vapour carry the scent of vegetation being watered and its hot, hot because the steam off the earth is wafting in up there and its sandy, you can almost feel the grains fly up your nose... rain in Africa makes me remember we're all warm with energy...i wonder what cold rain feels like??? =)

one must never forget the smell of food,be it bubblegum or a roast or even some fridge pizza...every time you smell food, yes your instincts kick in...IT'S TIME TO FEED!
your mouth waters as it should and it pleads for the nose to carry one, one sniff, two sniff, three sniff MORE! do you know you actually are breathing some of that food in...ah how amazing smell is!

even with the foul smells of this world, the ones that damage us and send us cringing; hurt us by just existing and make us wish we hadn't ventured so far...remember...there is always a silver lining and I'm happy i have such a lovely ability of enhancing such pleasant things...get in tune with them...yes happy i am, happy indeed!