long distance

I’m sure my grasp has weakened

As your urge to leave has steepened

Nostalgia for us has deepened

A rush of emotions seep in…

We are the perfect couple, just not in the perfect situation

Love always finds a way, and for that I feel elation

Don’t measure the distance, only measure our love

In no time, we’ll be in planes, shortening distance from above. ..

I don’t miss you and you alone – I miss you and me together

‘Coz you got me whipped baby, you’ve made me the happiest person ever

And with that I say: No great love came without great struggle

Soon we’ll be locked in each other’s embrace knowing we conquered our first hurdle.

It's tough I know my love, I'm glad we're getting through this though...31 days =)

Wrapped in a nightmare,

Caught in a snare,

My heart is aching,

And is ceasing to care.

I'm met by a glare,

That makes me wish I wasn't there.

Trapped in a  dreamworld

Without a prayer.

I am the hunter,hunting the bear,

Fierce an gruesome it does not spare.

Bounded by my own device,

I now find my single vice,

I am greedy and I will take,

I am chaos, I make things break.

Here I am,enticed by greed 

This monster licks his lips,

Ready to feed.

Though I shake,

And fear makes me ache,

A sudden epiphany,

Stuns me awake.

What is a monster,him or me...

For aren't we both to some degree??

I will not plead,

For he will not heed,

Though my gun is in reach,

I do not breach...

Why you may ask,it is simple you see

For the bear is a she,

Trying to feed her family.

It is my own fault,

For getting into this mess,

But now my greed will be laid to rest...

Wrapped in a nightmare,

That does not scare,

My heart is at peace,

For that I swear,

I'm met only by a humble stare,

One that is found to be so rare...

As I accept my decided fate,

The bear is fair and leaves me there.

The nightmare suddenly becomes reality

TZ

Hit in the face, as time starts to race...
Locked in a case, I'll soon be in space...
Already losing oxygen, there's a sneaky 'lil pathogen...
A crazy sort of allergen, it spreads like a carcinogen...
It's fear riding within me, I'm going back to my country...
This place is a memory, I will return tearfully...
For this is not my home, I'd much rather roam...
I've always been immune to Stockholm, but suddenly I've felt the syndrome...
Tanzania has become a solid place for me, I've made a life here you see...
Im gonna miss it so terribly!

xxxx

You see her, sitting there under the lights, so bright and gloriously displayed...
You have to have her...so you work and work to get her....
Then finally, her door opens for you.....
You get in, the new smell is so good and you wanna cruise...
You step on it,harder and harder,testing just how far she'll go for you...
She's sleek and smooth and knows how to move...
She can wind,she can turn, she lets you take control....
She's perfectly balanced and rides with ease.....
You hit a few bumps at times but still she aims to please.....
Then crash, her body breaks and you mangled within it....
Crushed by the blow it dealt you....
You're not sure who to blame, her or you....
So off she goes to the scrap yard, while you tend to your wounds.....
You don't want to remember the times where you had so much fun with her, the way she took you places you've never been before, the way you got to brag to your friends about her.....She was precious, precious and yours, she's probably someones plate to eat off of now....
You know you still care though, because of the scars she left you....
Your first Blue Corvette.

You sold your soul for lust and action,
Gave your body for brief satisfaction.
Worked so hard, at being coy
But just got used like a toy.
Cast away like yesterday,
'Coz you werent sure about all the way.
So he grabbed you,
And undressed you.
You wished it weren't true,
But as he finished you
He went and called the crew.
They had their way with you,
Like him they abused too.
One hit across the face,
Blood soaking from ripped lace.
This was meant to be your first time,
It was also his first crime.
He left you there drenched in fear,
'Coz he felt like he needed a beer.
Stark naked on the floor,
There was nothing he was sorry for.
Right behind the general store,
Was where this girl was lost forever more.
All because her friends had done IT,
She just wanted to fit in a bit...

Peer pressure can lead to many fantastical things...be aware of what you're about to do beforehand

I say good bye,

With a quake in the voice,

And tear in the eye.

"Are you ok" I hear in reply...

I think to myself,

Jeez is this junior high!?

How dare my body go and defy,

I nod,then realize I'm on the phone

"Yeah I'll get by"

Shit, my first lie.

*Click*

Now I'm alone,

There's an ongoing drone;

The clock's ticking...

Eyes are prickling...

Seconds pass and suddenly................................... There's fury

My vision gets blurry...

I'm an emotional cyclone...

Why am I on my own

Fearless tears fall onto my collar bone...

Fuck it, I dial the phone

*ring ring*

"Hello"

"Yeah,just realized I'm a dodo"

"How so?"

"Coz I should always let you know....."

"Yes???"

"I don't want you to go, you're my fellow...I love you more than jell-o" (inside joke)

"I love you cam, we're a weird fantastic duo"

"I know"

"So fall back into your pillow and doo doo,its five in the morning baby, you without sleep means you're psycho"

"Haha, yeah yeah...safe trip, don't forget me..."

"Never!"

*Click*

I swallow that lump that's formed in my throat... I close my eyes, but just before I fall asleep I get a text, that's rather sweet...and it goes....

more than mountains babe, i love you that much (inside joke)

Defensive Eating: Strategically consuming food for the sole purpose of preventing others from getting it.

(deema)

Cockblocalypse: When you're out at the bar and you get cockblocked SO BAD it's like the end of the world as you know it.

(that happens to llahi)

Dungeon Tan: the pale skin of a person who plays to much Xbox and doesn't get any sunlight.

(thats louis...oh wait...does he need it)

Redneck First Class: When you are flying in the coach section of an airplane and one or both of the other two seats are unoccupied giving you more room, to stretch, lean or lie down.

(i would say this is me but llahi will see the strange irony in it)

BMS: Bitchy Men Syndrome. Male version of PMS.

OR... Black Man Swagger, the act of non-black girls getting lots of attention from Black Men

Egg alert:When a co-worker will notify you by email or vocally alert you that another co-worker had crop dusted (farted while walking by) in the vicinity of your cubicle.

OR....When she is ovulating

(Not tonight, egg alert. OR Egg alert, come home now!)

Dracula sneeze: holding your arm up over your face in a position similar to Dracula holding up his cape and then sneezing into you elbow

Masturdating: Going out alone. I.e. seeing a movie by yourself, going to a restaurant alone.

(ive done this...its sad)

hope you enjoyed words of the week...LLAHI IS A NYMPHO