Not a scratch
No, just an open sore
Now infected and covered
In growing abhor.

Broken skin,
Broken soul
Beyond repair and yet
Not more breakable
My heart lays motionless
Lifeless

Lifeless due to your harshness
Motionless because of hopelessness
With every callous feeling
And every hurtful sting
I then have to pick out the shared glass seeds
If only it would cease on what the open sore needs

Hanging and manifesting it is bred from a facade
Waiting and absorbing it stays in the shade
Sheltered and forming it now becomes something true
A new combined me
A new combined you.

Course Through me and emerge out as me

Course through my vanity and emerge out as me…you’ll see how I loath things and wish I could strip things just make up things that cover up all the things that were lied to me.

Course through my serenity and emerge out as me…you’ll see I was never truthful and wondered how I never did things or saw things or never really liked me through the eyes of you.

Course through my passion and emerge out as me…you’ll see there is no vivacious energy about me with no hidden talents special or no reasons to love me as I can never keep or have what is true.

Course through my sadness and emerge out as me… you’ll see I’m like no other but have nothing better that I want nothing else than to have peace but achieve nothing for I can do nothing as Im immobile in the process of emerging but failing to come out as me.

When I Had Times Of Wishing

I just want to be blood
So that I can keep somebody alive
And be with them throughout their life.

I want to fix them,
Flow through them
And be the closest thing
To their heart.

I don’t want to bleed out
Of them or be
Washed away when all dried up.

I want to keep them safe
And healthy,
Which means provide them with happiness…

I just wish I could be blood
So I can be with you.

Metal Hate

I want to snap your chords
and rip out your wires,
slice you up
and burn fake remains.

I want rewards
for stamping out fires,
summon you up
and tell you I've ruined fake names.

I say this to all frauds
who were made the liars,
that it will catch up
and justice will bring you down into the flames.