my sister

I I love my sister....
but I just don't see my world without her...I kept her out for what seemed like eternity,which was such a shadowing time for me, because now it has dawned on me that my last year with her has been spoilt all because I let immaturity get in the way...I only have her for a short time now and I just cant make it count...
the other day my moms friends younger sister died: due to malaria...this lady was distraught because she did nothing...I mean there were so many opportunities to take care of her sister, bring her back to health,but all signs were ignored
and when my sister moves away...I wont even be able to protect her...believe me for years I thought I would never do that(that I would want to) but as Ive gotten older the fights I got into have made me realise that somehow piper came to my rescue...in her own dorky older sis way...my eyes have been opened, she would scream shout banter ignore glare...you name it...all to make me safe...and now I'm ever so grateful but.....
how could I EVER repay her(I mean for crying out loud she taught me about the light and heaven-weird lil story-she taught me how to swim,she taught me how to read and draw,she's been my dance partner when everyone is too scared to go onto the dancefloor besides us 2)....and gosh darn it feels like holding onto her only makes her smothered and pull away from me more!!!!I'M DOOMED



we have this sister book that she'll take away with her to Canada...it has lists on what to do up there,notes from me and notes from her...pictures of boys(a small dedication to vampires)...'lil cartoons...fun facts about each of us...but its not anywhere near finished and I feel as time runs out....so will moments to fill up the book with memories!!!!Its meant to keep her company up there in cold wintry midst of CANADA....gosh...I have to have a whole year without her...and if this realisation hasn't come too late I sit and remember what Ive done without her and most of it is pointless





pi...my miss pickada nose pal...my nerd...my boob pusher...and literal reader....my sweet kind,trusty,fabulously voluptuous girl... I love you so terribly much, you make up my stars and all my sky in my entire universe...you can be counted on and will always keep people in line...I swear it will drive us mad but we need the simple adoration from you to sustain our existence!!! you are my world Piper-Moore, my purpose and my best friend...I wish I could always be with you but I must let my majestic bird grow and fly...I will miss you but I know dam sure well that you will return home as you are just that sort of beautiful person.....
keep safe my dear wonderful girl...you will eclipse me for eternity...I shall love you forever(we are connected afterall my dear)....dream big and go far,I'm right behind you no matter what
xxx